Well my week started out horrible. I lost my job on Tuesday night because McKenna lost her job. I'm working really hard to find something that I can still keep Griffin with me. It's kinda of starting to work it's self out with some help of Adam and Becka they have recommended some great families that might be interested in some help so I'm meet with two of them this weekend so we'll see what happens. K has been so great and just doesn't want me to rush myself or find something I don't like just because we need the money. I love him so much for that. Even though I worry and freak out I know I still have him to support me.
I'm going to miss the girls so much I've been with them for so long I don't know what I'm going to do with out them. They are almost like my own I just can't believe after Monday I won't be with them every day. I miss them after one day and now it's going to be more then that.
McKenna felt horrible about it but it's not her fault that she got laid off. I home that some day I will get to go back to them but I know I need to do what's best for me not everyone around me.
Then to top it off I got the flu on Wednesday night I puked like 6 time in the night it was so horrible. I hate being sick. I'm totally not a puker I was misearable and I still have a touch of it. But hopefully it will go away after today.
This weekend we plan on working on Kevin's parents party all weekend we're almost there and I can't wait to see their faces. It's going to be so great and so much fun to be with everyone.
I hope next week brings me some good job offers and not being sick HAHA.
Friday, January 30, 2009
Monday, January 26, 2009
OH the Weekend
We didn't really do much of anything. Friday night was great we went to K's friends to pay Texas Hold'em I've never play so I was just irritated that I had to go with but I did because Sarah Ricky's wife was going to play. The first few rounds were rough but then I caught on really quick. It was interesting to learn everyones faces. I started to win and I was getting really excited. Needless to say I kicked ass and won $40 dollars they play 5 dollars to play. So it was a blast and we're hosting next weekend WOOHOO! Down side since I was winning and it was taking forever we didn't get home until 5A.M. yes in the morning so...
Saturday was pretty much shot for anything. We drove around and ran some errands. K worked on the condo with Ricky and Sarah and I hung out. It was nice just to sit and relax.
Sunday we just laid around doing nothing K wasn't feeling the greatest but in the afternoon we drove around and looked at some cars we're thinking about getting. There's one in particular that I want but I'm not going to let it out until it happens HAHA. Then we did some shopping for K's parent's Anni party which is getting closer by the minute and I barely have anything done.
Now to the party I know I might be a b*tch but I'm so mad that K's brother isn't chipping in a dime and he should be able to come and drink all the beer we buy which is what's going to happen. PLus the dumb b*tch will be there (K's brothers GF) who I hate with a passion. I have good reason for this and I wish she wasn't going to be there because know one likes her and I'm serious. But me being the bigger person which is what K says he loves me for I'm letting her be there. But I will not say a damn word to her. She hasn't even offered to help yet which not like I would let her but whatever. Anyways vent over hopefully I'll get back on track with eating good after this weekend was so horrible.
Saturday was pretty much shot for anything. We drove around and ran some errands. K worked on the condo with Ricky and Sarah and I hung out. It was nice just to sit and relax.
Sunday we just laid around doing nothing K wasn't feeling the greatest but in the afternoon we drove around and looked at some cars we're thinking about getting. There's one in particular that I want but I'm not going to let it out until it happens HAHA. Then we did some shopping for K's parent's Anni party which is getting closer by the minute and I barely have anything done.
Now to the party I know I might be a b*tch but I'm so mad that K's brother isn't chipping in a dime and he should be able to come and drink all the beer we buy which is what's going to happen. PLus the dumb b*tch will be there (K's brothers GF) who I hate with a passion. I have good reason for this and I wish she wasn't going to be there because know one likes her and I'm serious. But me being the bigger person which is what K says he loves me for I'm letting her be there. But I will not say a damn word to her. She hasn't even offered to help yet which not like I would let her but whatever. Anyways vent over hopefully I'll get back on track with eating good after this weekend was so horrible.
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
101 things in 1001 days
I finally finished it, I'm so proud of myself for doing it and I can't wait to start it. I will be stating on Feb 1st 2009 and I will be done Oct 29th 2011. Kevin thinks I'm crazy and doens't see how I could come up with that many things. But once I got started it wasn't that hard to keep going. I did my research and look for some new things to try and I can't wait. I'm looking forawrd to trying and accomplishing so many of the things on my list.
I also weighted in today and I was down .8 which is better then nothing. I'm just happy I've stuck with it for 20 weeks I just can't believe it. I look forward to that day that I can go out and buy some new clothes.
Well it's off to bed for myself I'm exhausted it's been a really long day.
I also weighted in today and I was down .8 which is better then nothing. I'm just happy I've stuck with it for 20 weeks I just can't believe it. I look forward to that day that I can go out and buy some new clothes.
Well it's off to bed for myself I'm exhausted it's been a really long day.
Thursday, January 15, 2009
WOrking Hard
It's just been one of those weeks where everything is kicking my ass. I have so much going on with Work and the apartments. It's just been really crazy. We finally rented out our condo which I'm totally excited about I was super happy about it. I can't wait for the weekend though my parents are coming up for the night on Saturday to hang out for my moms birthday I'm excited there coming because they don't come very often so I'm happy they are this weekend. We going to go out to dinner and maybe go bowling if we have the time. I weighted in on Wed morning and was happy that I lost two pounds So now I'm back on track and I'm paying attention to what I'm eating and when I'm working out. Kevin has been really busy at work which is a good thing and they are finally starting to pick up so he's going to start being out town a lot more which I like it when it's quiet HAHA shh don' tell him that. Other wise we're going to start planning our mini vacation for our 1 year anni which I'm not sure where we want to go yet but we'll figure it out. Have a good weekend
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
Weight Gain
I totally gained weight I weighted myself at the gym tonight I'm up two pounds but I knew it was going to happen. I've been so free wih what I've been eating lately. I need to get my butt to the gym at least 4 times a week for 45mins and eat healthier. I know that if I follow my guidelines I'm much healthier anyways. I'm trying to stay positive and work hard because I really do want it. I went this far I can continue right? Well I should be able too. I really want to be down to 180lb by this time next year i'm going to work really hard to get there. I start with little goals like 15lbs and then I bump it up to 20 when I reach the first goal just so I'm not over extending myself it's easy that way. PLus once it's warmer outside we'll start taking Ben for more walks outside together and that at least adds to the work out for the week which isn't a bad things. Well so hear goes my week of eating good and staying on track!
Monday, January 5, 2009
Weight Loss
I'm really nervou about my weight in this week I haven't weighted in, in like 2 weeks because of the holidays and being busy. I'm sure I'm going to end up gaining some weight but I really hope not and if I do I hope it's only a little. I really need to get back in to working out, I'm trying really hard but Kevin always makes excuses not to go so then I don't either which is horrible and I know it. Tomorrow I'm determined to go so I'm going to go to bed at 9 tonight and then go at 6:15 to the gym. I feel like crap and I really want to lose the weight.
Last night Kevin told me how much he's gained since the wedding and I almost had a heartattack. I told him he need to get to the gym and he needs to eat better. He's been complaining about all his body parts hurting and I know it may seem mean but I told him it's because he's gained so much and I told him he needs to start eating better other wise he's going to die from being over weight ( You know what I mean because of the strain on all of his joints and his heart)
We committed to no Fast Food and no more soda not even Diet because of all the soduim in it. I haven't had Fast food since the end of August but Kevin has so he's going to commit to it now because he knows if I can do i so can he.
So heres my journey I'm starting over again I have about 50lbs to lose and I want it gone by June I know it seems un real and maybe it is but it's going to me worker and even if Iget close I will do it.
Last night Kevin told me how much he's gained since the wedding and I almost had a heartattack. I told him he need to get to the gym and he needs to eat better. He's been complaining about all his body parts hurting and I know it may seem mean but I told him it's because he's gained so much and I told him he needs to start eating better other wise he's going to die from being over weight ( You know what I mean because of the strain on all of his joints and his heart)
We committed to no Fast Food and no more soda not even Diet because of all the soduim in it. I haven't had Fast food since the end of August but Kevin has so he's going to commit to it now because he knows if I can do i so can he.
So heres my journey I'm starting over again I have about 50lbs to lose and I want it gone by June I know it seems un real and maybe it is but it's going to me worker and even if Iget close I will do it.
Thursday, January 1, 2009
2009
Well 2009 is upon us and it's going to hopefully bring many good things to our lives. We are going to start a new budget and downsize some of the junk we have(thank god). We want to take a vacation together. Also we're going to TTC in June which is really exciting for us. Hopefully everything will go our way and we will have a happy and healthy year with many good things.
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