Were oh were has all the time gone? One.... I can't believe I'm 30 weeks and Collin will be here in 10 or less since they won't let me go over 40 weeks. I found out 2 weeks ago I have GD which isn't the worst thing in the world I've been able to manage it and my numbers are doing great so far. The diet isn't bad it's pretty much the same things I eat just in modeation and pricking my fingure 4 times a day yes that does get old but what are you going to do.
Two... I can't believe my 1st baby shower is this weekend it's crazy to think about. But I can't wait to see everyone and open gifts from everyone.
Three.... Thanksgiving is in a week which is just crazy to think about period.
Four.... We just moved into the new house and it's great I'm so excited to be in and almost settled it's great.
We have so much going on from now until Christmas I'm not sure I'll be able to keep up with it all.
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
Monday, October 12, 2009
25 Weeks I've been a horrible Blogger Lately
Everything is going great so far. Collin is growing like crazy and I can't wait to meet this little man! It's crazy how you can just love someone so much that you've never met before. I feel like a total sap but it's just crazy to think he'll be in my arms in 15 weeks.
I had my 25 week Appt tonight and everything was great! Still only gained 4 lbs and his HB is 152-154 BPM. She said I'm measuring right on track and I have to go in every two week from here until 35 week then it will be every week. So in 2 weeks I do my GD test which I'm sure will be oh so fun!
K's gone now for work Tuesday thru Thursday which sucks because I don't sleep and neither does the dog which is even better but a jobs a job so we deal.
We're moving in one month and i can't WAIT.... We found a house on Okauchee Lake 3 BDRMS 1 Bath. It's going to be so great to spend the summer in the water with the kids next year and C is going to love the neighbor boys just a little older but there boys they'll play just fine together.
Well it's off to bed I'm exhausted! I'll post some photos soon enough.
I had my 25 week Appt tonight and everything was great! Still only gained 4 lbs and his HB is 152-154 BPM. She said I'm measuring right on track and I have to go in every two week from here until 35 week then it will be every week. So in 2 weeks I do my GD test which I'm sure will be oh so fun!
K's gone now for work Tuesday thru Thursday which sucks because I don't sleep and neither does the dog which is even better but a jobs a job so we deal.
We're moving in one month and i can't WAIT.... We found a house on Okauchee Lake 3 BDRMS 1 Bath. It's going to be so great to spend the summer in the water with the kids next year and C is going to love the neighbor boys just a little older but there boys they'll play just fine together.
Well it's off to bed I'm exhausted! I'll post some photos soon enough.
Friday, September 18, 2009
21 Weeks
This week has been great. We registered at Babies R Us this week and it was so much fun to pick things out that Collin will use sometime down the road. I love all the cute clothes and stuff and can't wait to finish up his room. We also put up his Crib my mom got us for him and put the Glider together that K got me for my Birthday present. It was so great to see it coming together. I'll post some Picture this week.
I also started watching the new baby and it's been really rough but we're getting through it and she's starting to learn how it's going to work. But man is it a lot of work. Once Collin comes it's going to be for sure an adventure. Griffin is adjusting ok to it he's a bit more needy but we're getting through it.
I'm starting to get really tired again I think we're going through a growth spert because I constintly feel pulling or streching and I can feel C kicking a lot more then last week. He feels like he's trying to kick his way out of my Vag already not good it doesn't feel great either.
It's so crazy to feel all this love for someone I've never ever met. I don't know what I would do without him at this point he gets me through so much. I love thinking about what we're going to do when he gets here. His first baseball game and football game. His first everything excites me. I love feeling him move and kick it's amazing to think their is really a baby in there.
I set up our Hospital Tour for Oct 5th and I just can't wait!
I also started watching the new baby and it's been really rough but we're getting through it and she's starting to learn how it's going to work. But man is it a lot of work. Once Collin comes it's going to be for sure an adventure. Griffin is adjusting ok to it he's a bit more needy but we're getting through it.
I'm starting to get really tired again I think we're going through a growth spert because I constintly feel pulling or streching and I can feel C kicking a lot more then last week. He feels like he's trying to kick his way out of my Vag already not good it doesn't feel great either.
It's so crazy to feel all this love for someone I've never ever met. I don't know what I would do without him at this point he gets me through so much. I love thinking about what we're going to do when he gets here. His first baseball game and football game. His first everything excites me. I love feeling him move and kick it's amazing to think their is really a baby in there.
I set up our Hospital Tour for Oct 5th and I just can't wait!
Thursday, September 10, 2009
20 Weeks & Big New!
We found out we're expecting a little boy! We couldn't be more happier about it. Kevin is the only male to carry on his family name and now we have one more to add to the list. Collin Gene is on track and is looking great! He's measuring in the 50th percentile for his growth. It was so amazing to see him moving around and kicking and waving his hand. He was great at letting us know he was a boy that's for sure. We were able to see his heart beating it was a healthy 143Bpm. Which is great and the tech said it's right where we want it to be. He showed us his arms and legs and we got some what of a profile view but not much. He decided to curl up into a little ball and not let the tech finish up what he needed to get. But he assured us everything looked great and there is nothing to worry about. But he told us that we needed to come back in a week or two to get another view and finish up somethings he didn't get. Which is never bad thing I would love to look at him every week if I could. So our next U/S and Appt is Sept 15th I can't wait to get another look at our little boy.
It's so strange to call him Collin or a boy. It's still hard to believe that he's in there. But he reassures me every so often since I can feel him move around and kick now. Which is the most amazing thing ever. It's the coolest feeling I've ever felt. I feel so connected to him and I can't believe we're half way there already. It's kind of hard to believe I didn't think we would ever be here now. It weird to feel him move his hand or foot which ever it is across my belly. Kevin can't wait to feel him I know he wants to know but it might not happen for awhile.
We started our registry this week too which was a lot of fun to pick things out that he'll be using and wearing. Now to wait for my showers which are going to be great and the holiday season which is quickly approaching us.
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
18 Weeks
We're getting closer and closer to the big U/S and I can't wait. I'm so excited to find out what we're having! It was a nice quiet weekend at home with Ben. Ben ended up having to get a cast put on his leg because he fractured it in three places jumping up for a rope. I was so freaked out he broke his leg or he'd have to have surgery. So now he's in a cast for a few weeks and then we'll see how it's healed hopefully he'll be ok and go back to normal.
We're going on Vacation next week and I can't wait to be up north in peace and quiet! We're going to bring cupcakes with blue frosting for a boy and pink frosting for a girl. Kevin's mom is going to come with us and find out and we're going to go surprise my parents with the cupcakes. So Thursday the 3rd is the day we all hope your not shy!
Other wise it's been pretty easy this past week other then all the growing pains and what not which is so great to feel.
We're going on Vacation next week and I can't wait to be up north in peace and quiet! We're going to bring cupcakes with blue frosting for a boy and pink frosting for a girl. Kevin's mom is going to come with us and find out and we're going to go surprise my parents with the cupcakes. So Thursday the 3rd is the day we all hope your not shy!
Other wise it's been pretty easy this past week other then all the growing pains and what not which is so great to feel.
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
17 Weeks
How far along? 17 Weeks
Total weight gain/loss: 1.5 lbs Loss
Maternity clothes? yep.
Sleep: Depends on the night some are better then others. I get up once every night to pee which totally stinks since I usually don't.
Best moment this week: Hearing the Heart beat is the best thing ever I could just listen to it all day long.
Movement: Constant. Nothing this week.
Gender: Unknown We'll find out Sept 3rd!!
Labor Signs: None.
Belly Button in or out? In.
What I miss: Not getting so out of breath every time I walk up stairs or just going for a walk.
What I am looking forward to: Feeling the baby move.
Weekly Wisdom: Take everyday as a step in the right direction and take in ever moment.
Milestones: Nothing this week
Total weight gain/loss: 1.5 lbs Loss
Maternity clothes? yep.
Sleep: Depends on the night some are better then others. I get up once every night to pee which totally stinks since I usually don't.
Best moment this week: Hearing the Heart beat is the best thing ever I could just listen to it all day long.
Movement: Constant. Nothing this week.
Gender: Unknown We'll find out Sept 3rd!!
Labor Signs: None.
Belly Button in or out? In.
What I miss: Not getting so out of breath every time I walk up stairs or just going for a walk.
What I am looking forward to: Feeling the baby move.
Weekly Wisdom: Take everyday as a step in the right direction and take in ever moment.
Milestones: Nothing this week
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
16 Weeks
Our New DresserHow far along: 16 Weeks
Maternity Clothes: Yes, Jeans and some shirts
Stretch Marks: Nothing new that I've noticed
Sleep: I usually feel most comfortable on my side/tummy
Best Moment this Week: We finally got our Dressers In I absolutely love them.
Movement: I believe I felt something the other night when I was on my side it was like a little thump.
Food Cravings: Corn on the Cob & Pickles
Gender: 3 weeks until we find out. We really want a boy but will be happy with whatever it is as long as it's healthy! I think it's a girl though.
Labor Signs: Thankfully, no.
Belly Button: Normal.
What I Miss: Being able to stay up late when we go out with friends I'm luck if I can make it until 11.
What I'm Looking Forward to this Week: State Fair at the end of the week and eating some food on a stick!
Weekly Wisdom: Don't worry yourself crazy. Relax and enjoy the ride!
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
15 Weeks
How far along: 15 Weeks
Maternity Clothes: Yes, Jeans and some shirts
Stretch Marks: Nothing new that I've noticed
Sleep: I usually feel most comfortable on my side/tummy
Best Moment this Week: Just feeling great and not having to worry to much! Seeing some friends we haven't seen in awhile.
Movement: Haven't felt anything yet.
Food Cravings: I really wanted Corn on the Cob
Gender: 4 weeks until we find out. We really want a boy but will be happy with whatever it is as long as it's healthy! I think it's a girl though.
Labor Signs: Thankfully, no.
Belly Button: Normal.
What I Miss: Being able to stay up late when we go out with friends I'm luck if I can make it until 11.
What I'm Looking Forward to this Week: Going to see some friends for Kevin's Bday.
Weekly Wisdom: Don't worry yourself crazy. Relax and enjoy the ride!
Maternity Clothes: Yes, Jeans and some shirts
Stretch Marks: Nothing new that I've noticed
Sleep: I usually feel most comfortable on my side/tummy
Best Moment this Week: Just feeling great and not having to worry to much! Seeing some friends we haven't seen in awhile.
Movement: Haven't felt anything yet.
Food Cravings: I really wanted Corn on the Cob
Gender: 4 weeks until we find out. We really want a boy but will be happy with whatever it is as long as it's healthy! I think it's a girl though.
Labor Signs: Thankfully, no.
Belly Button: Normal.
What I Miss: Being able to stay up late when we go out with friends I'm luck if I can make it until 11.
What I'm Looking Forward to this Week: Going to see some friends for Kevin's Bday.
Weekly Wisdom: Don't worry yourself crazy. Relax and enjoy the ride!
Sunday, August 2, 2009
14 Weeks
This week has been great we took some time off and headed up to my grandparents to the week and it was so nice to get away. We did some fishing well I read K fished. LOL! We had breakfast and dinner with my grandparents two day which was nice to talk with them. We walked around town and just hang out together. It was great to just have no phones to interrupt us and to have peace and quiet.
We got back and it was right back to work for me I was so busy on Friday I wasn't even able to take a break. But we got to go see our friends new baby boy and it's just so awesome to think that is growing inside or me but man it's also hard to believe. He's such a cutie and I can't believe how much a little boy can melt your heart.
Saturday we had some work to do and then Kevin took me out to dinner and just hung out just us. I love it being just us I think we're starting to realize it's not going to be just us in a few months which is just crazy to even think about. But we need to spend our time together now and enjoy each other now before we add a little person to the mix.
Other then that baby bean is doing great s/he is growing like crazy because I haven't been able to stop eating if I eat I'm hungry again within like 30 mins like I never ate in the first place. But it's great to know bean is growing. We'll see where the next few weeks take us.
We got back and it was right back to work for me I was so busy on Friday I wasn't even able to take a break. But we got to go see our friends new baby boy and it's just so awesome to think that is growing inside or me but man it's also hard to believe. He's such a cutie and I can't believe how much a little boy can melt your heart.
Saturday we had some work to do and then Kevin took me out to dinner and just hung out just us. I love it being just us I think we're starting to realize it's not going to be just us in a few months which is just crazy to even think about. But we need to spend our time together now and enjoy each other now before we add a little person to the mix.
Other then that baby bean is doing great s/he is growing like crazy because I haven't been able to stop eating if I eat I'm hungry again within like 30 mins like I never ate in the first place. But it's great to know bean is growing. We'll see where the next few weeks take us.
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
13 Weeks
We had a great weekend with my family and friends. Shanda had her grad party and it was great to see everyone and for everyone to tell us how excited they are for us in person. I just know this baby will be so loved all around everyone cares so much and s/he isn't even hear yet. We also had Lily's baptism this weekend which is so great to watch all the love that is watching over her. I just can't wait for this baby to come.
Which will happen sooner then later we only have 27 weeks left which is just crazy to even think about. It's like I'm not even PG I feel so great which I know I could feel lucky. I don't even feel like a baby is going to come of all of this and it's just my body changing for nothing.
Monday morning we got to hear the heartbeat. It was so amazing to hear. Just looking at Kevin and feeling that connection between us was amazing. I just couldn't believe it. We only got to hear it for like 30 seconds because s/he decided to be stubborn! Imagine that not from either one of us LOL.
It was so nice to get that reassurance that everything is great and looking and sounds good. They found glucose in my urine which ugh I don't even want to think about. But I have to so they did a blood test to check if the levels are elevated. If they are I have to do a 3 hour Glucose test which doesn't sound so fun. I'm just hoping it's not high because I really don't want to deal with Gestational Diabetes just yet. So we just sit and wait now hopefully tomorrow we'll know the results.
Which will happen sooner then later we only have 27 weeks left which is just crazy to even think about. It's like I'm not even PG I feel so great which I know I could feel lucky. I don't even feel like a baby is going to come of all of this and it's just my body changing for nothing.
Monday morning we got to hear the heartbeat. It was so amazing to hear. Just looking at Kevin and feeling that connection between us was amazing. I just couldn't believe it. We only got to hear it for like 30 seconds because s/he decided to be stubborn! Imagine that not from either one of us LOL.
It was so nice to get that reassurance that everything is great and looking and sounds good. They found glucose in my urine which ugh I don't even want to think about. But I have to so they did a blood test to check if the levels are elevated. If they are I have to do a 3 hour Glucose test which doesn't sound so fun. I'm just hoping it's not high because I really don't want to deal with Gestational Diabetes just yet. So we just sit and wait now hopefully tomorrow we'll know the results.
12 Weeks
We're almost there we're getting closer and closer to being out of 1st Tri. I've been feeling so great and it's just awesome to know everythings going good. But there is still that one little thought in the back of my head that somethings not right. I feel like everything is going just too good to be ok. I know I shouldn't think that way but I do. I think every day what if I didn't notice something what if I'm just not seeing what's happening with my body. But then I have the best husband and he tells me everything is fine and nothing is wrong. That I need to just enjoy it and be grateful everything isn't worst. So now we wait until the 20th to hear the heartbeat and get that reassurance. I can't wait!
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
11 Weeks
This week started out a bit rough I was sick again and was tired all the time. But I got through that. The rest of the week has been a complete breeze nothing to tiring. I've began to freak out a bit because everything is going so good. Which I just try to reassure myself everything is fine and nothing is wrong. That's easier said then done which is just great. I keep thinking I'm missing something but then I'll get a little cramp or twing in my abdomen and I feel better. I tried to take my PNV again this morning and I still can't get them down with out gagging which totally sucks. I'm going to ask my Dr on Monday what I can do because this just isn't working it's not the best feeling.
We had a great weekend we went out to Asiana's with Justin and Nichole and Breanna and it was really good I needed that night out. Saturday we hang around and did some work and cleaning around the house. Then K went to his friends and I just went to his parents since I don't want to be trapped in all the smoke. Sunday we went out for MIL's Birthday and it was so great to have a nice dinner with them and just have fun.
So 6 more days and we're in the clear our Dr. appt is on Monday July 20th at 10:30 and I can't wait to hear this baby's HB I'm so excited to get the ok that everything is going just fine.
We had a great weekend we went out to Asiana's with Justin and Nichole and Breanna and it was really good I needed that night out. Saturday we hang around and did some work and cleaning around the house. Then K went to his friends and I just went to his parents since I don't want to be trapped in all the smoke. Sunday we went out for MIL's Birthday and it was so great to have a nice dinner with them and just have fun.
So 6 more days and we're in the clear our Dr. appt is on Monday July 20th at 10:30 and I can't wait to hear this baby's HB I'm so excited to get the ok that everything is going just fine.
Monday, July 6, 2009
10 weeks
2 more weeks and we will get the ok from our Dr. that everything is looking great. I can't wait to hear our little beans Heartbeat. It just seems like forever and forever but I know it will go fast. This past week was kind of rough I got really sick on Wednesday I just didn't even want to move out of my bed so no Griffin. Which was nice to just lay down and sleep I felt like I was dying not really but close enough. Then K left which he felt horrible about but whatever I wanted to peace and quiet. It's so cute how he's starting to be sensitive about the baby and I.
So this weekend I went to my parents and it was so nice to see everyone. She how the kids have grown and can't wait till our little one is apart of the group. It was nice to go out in the boat and go to the fireworks with everyone.
K came back Sunday night and we just made dinner and hung out for the most part. So over all it wasn't to bad of a week but Wednesday really sucked. We'll see how the next week goes hopefully as easy as the past few weeks.
This week we have the Brewers game and taking Griffin to the zoo with Breanna. Then this weekend we're going to relax and go out with K's parents for his moms Bday which I can't wait to have STEAK yummy I can't wait till Sunday night! Other wise it will just be nice to have a quiet weekend since the next weekend will be very crazy with going to my parents for my sisters Grad party and then my BF's daughters Baptism. Either way 2 weeks is going to fly by .....We hope
Monday, June 29, 2009
9 Weeks.....
We had out first real Dr.'s appt this week and it was just amazing to see our little peanut. K just lit up it was so awesome to see his face especially since he tries to be such a hard ass about it and not show that he's excited so it was great to see that he does have some emotions towards this baby already. He of course asked the Dr. what it was and she laughed and said we won't know for a few weeks yet. He said well that's ok because I know it's a boy she just laughed and said well if it's a girl you know it's your fault right. HAHA He said well that's ok because I know it's a boy.
Yes we're both hoping for a boy but we don't care either way ask long as it's healthy. Althought I do really want my Dinosaur room. This week the baby is the size of a grape. I'm so excited everything is going great. I think some M/S has kicked in only in the morning but it really sucks I'm still really tired and all I want to do is sleep but everyone keeps telling me that should lighten up in a few weeks which is great I can't wait for that.
We spent the weekend on the lake with some friends it was great just to lay and relax in the sun we had a cook out and just hung out and talked. It was really nice since the next few weekends will be crazy.
Yes we're both hoping for a boy but we don't care either way ask long as it's healthy. Althought I do really want my Dinosaur room. This week the baby is the size of a grape. I'm so excited everything is going great. I think some M/S has kicked in only in the morning but it really sucks I'm still really tired and all I want to do is sleep but everyone keeps telling me that should lighten up in a few weeks which is great I can't wait for that.
We spent the weekend on the lake with some friends it was great just to lay and relax in the sun we had a cook out and just hung out and talked. It was really nice since the next few weekends will be crazy.
Saturday, June 27, 2009
8 Weeks
We're doing great so far not sick which is absolutely wonderful. I'm just extremely tired all the time I could sleep most of the day. The only thing that gets me through is taking a nap when Griffin does. Being out of breath is great I feel like walking 10 steps is walking a mile. But I'm sure none of this will get any better. I'm just starting to prepare myself for having Griffin and Anna in Sept it's going to be an adventure that's for sure but we shall see.
K and I started talking about moving again after renting season is done. I don't think there is anyway I'll be able to keep my sanity when the baby comes so off we go to do research on where we want to live for awhile because I don't plan on moving with a child for awhile. I want to settle. Yes we could always move back to our house but that just is to far from family and friends and I know we're going to need them come Feb. 4 more weeks and we'll be in 2nd Tri which I'm totally counting down to that day. We have a lot going on, on the weekends which is great but we'll see how much I can handle without falling asleep.
K and I started talking about moving again after renting season is done. I don't think there is anyway I'll be able to keep my sanity when the baby comes so off we go to do research on where we want to live for awhile because I don't plan on moving with a child for awhile. I want to settle. Yes we could always move back to our house but that just is to far from family and friends and I know we're going to need them come Feb. 4 more weeks and we'll be in 2nd Tri which I'm totally counting down to that day. We have a lot going on, on the weekends which is great but we'll see how much I can handle without falling asleep.
Monday, June 22, 2009
7 Weeks
I felt so great this week I was actually beginning to worry that something was wrong. I had a bit of a scare on Wednesday night I was in so much pain I thought I was miscarrying. It was horrible I've never felt pain like this before.
So Thursday morning I called the Dr. and she told me she wanted me to come in just incase something wasn't ok with my ovaries or something else. So we got in at 10:30 it took forever for her to get in there. K was great he just kept telling me it was ok and everything was fine.
She did the U/S and I was nervous I just didn't even want to know if something was wrong. So I'm laying there waiting and she was so quiet I started to freak out. Then the beautiful words. "And There's your baby" phew. Thanks goodness I was so happy everything was ok. She told me everything looked great and our Due date is Jan 31 2010. She said the H/B looks very strong and everything is good. She looked at my Ovaries and said that it could have been a cyst that was left over from before I was PG that bursted and that was the pain but just said It was good I came in just in case something was wrong.
She told me the way the H/B looks my chance for miscarriage is a 2% chance which was great to hear. So here's to next week!
So Thursday morning I called the Dr. and she told me she wanted me to come in just incase something wasn't ok with my ovaries or something else. So we got in at 10:30 it took forever for her to get in there. K was great he just kept telling me it was ok and everything was fine.
She did the U/S and I was nervous I just didn't even want to know if something was wrong. So I'm laying there waiting and she was so quiet I started to freak out. Then the beautiful words. "And There's your baby" phew. Thanks goodness I was so happy everything was ok. She told me everything looked great and our Due date is Jan 31 2010. She said the H/B looks very strong and everything is good. She looked at my Ovaries and said that it could have been a cyst that was left over from before I was PG that bursted and that was the pain but just said It was good I came in just in case something was wrong.
She told me the way the H/B looks my chance for miscarriage is a 2% chance which was great to hear. So here's to next week!
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
6 weeks
This week hasn't been much different from the last. Still some slight cramping and I'm just really tired all I want to do is sleep as long as I can. This week started my Nauseous which is oh so great. Friday it kicked in and we had my younger sisters Graduation and that was one of the worst feelings in the world to sit through it praying I wasn't going to puke all over the people in front of us. K kept telling me we're almost done and that it's going to be fine.
I feel great most days but then some times It's just horrible but it's usually at night so I can at least just lay down and relax and not have to worry. Our Dr.'s Appointment is in 3 weeks and I can't wait. It seems like forever away and it's never going to get here. We can't wait to see the U/S and hear the HB.
K said my mood is all over the board and he just stays quiet as long as he can. Hopefully we'll get through this soon and won't have much to worry about. 5 more weeks and we're out of the dark and we can tell anyone and everyone!
I feel great most days but then some times It's just horrible but it's usually at night so I can at least just lay down and relax and not have to worry. Our Dr.'s Appointment is in 3 weeks and I can't wait. It seems like forever away and it's never going to get here. We can't wait to see the U/S and hear the HB.
K said my mood is all over the board and he just stays quiet as long as he can. Hopefully we'll get through this soon and won't have much to worry about. 5 more weeks and we're out of the dark and we can tell anyone and everyone!
Thursday, May 28, 2009
5 Weeks
So... It's been a ok week. I'm not nauseous yet which is really great. I'm tired all the time and the cramping is ok to deal with. I can't complain to much yet. I'm hungry every two hours and when I am hungry I don't eat to much. I'm really trying hard to eat small meals every 2-3 hours.
I talked to my mom this morning and she said she was never sick with any of us which is wonderful news so hopefully the sayings will stay true and I will be like my mom and not get sick. One could only hope!
Other then freaking out and worrying about losing the baby we're doing great. Kevin cleaned out the garage which means I can start cleaning out the spare room and figure out what we can get rid of and what we're going to keep and move into the garage.
This week Baby R is the size of a Sesame Seed. The Heart starts to beat and the baby will develop a spine. Only a few more week till our first appointment! I can't wait.
I talked to my mom this morning and she said she was never sick with any of us which is wonderful news so hopefully the sayings will stay true and I will be like my mom and not get sick. One could only hope!
Other then freaking out and worrying about losing the baby we're doing great. Kevin cleaned out the garage which means I can start cleaning out the spare room and figure out what we can get rid of and what we're going to keep and move into the garage.
This week Baby R is the size of a Sesame Seed. The Heart starts to beat and the baby will develop a spine. Only a few more week till our first appointment! I can't wait.
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
Our Wonderful Surprise!
So I haven't been feeling the greatest lately at all. A week ago K drank a Yellow Vitamin Water and I thought I was going to lose my lunch. So I had an Idea that something was up. I've been really moody and K was at the end of the rope I could tell. So Friday Morning I looked at the PG test and was debating on if I wanted another month of disappointment and I just told myself to do it because of Monday being Memorial Day. So I did it and I brushed my teeth and just happened to look over and Couldn't believe it there were two lines. I was in Shocked
I ran into the bedroom shaking and just couldn't believe it I through the test at K (yes through it HAHA)He through it back at me and then I woke him up and told him to read it. He looked and me and said your Pg and went back to sleep....
I let it go and just couldn't believe what just happened. I was so happy.
So Friday night we told his Mom and Dad we gave Kevin's mom a book that said Worlds Best Grandma on the front she was so happy she was jumping and yelling I'm going to be a grandma!!!
Saturday we planned on Driving down and meet my parents and sister and brother for dinner. So we ordered and I gave my mom the book she looked at it for a long time and I told her to go to the second page. So she finally read it. To Grandma Patty From your little Peanut EDD January 27th 2010. She instantly started crying and Ran and hugged us both. She just couldn't believe it she's just so thrilled and so everyone else.
Our Grandparents are really excited to be Great Grandparents and so are our siblings. They can't wait to be Aunts and uncles.
So here's the start to our long road to meet out precious Peanut So here's the the next 8 months!!
I ran into the bedroom shaking and just couldn't believe it I through the test at K (yes through it HAHA)He through it back at me and then I woke him up and told him to read it. He looked and me and said your Pg and went back to sleep....
I let it go and just couldn't believe what just happened. I was so happy.
So Friday night we told his Mom and Dad we gave Kevin's mom a book that said Worlds Best Grandma on the front she was so happy she was jumping and yelling I'm going to be a grandma!!!
Saturday we planned on Driving down and meet my parents and sister and brother for dinner. So we ordered and I gave my mom the book she looked at it for a long time and I told her to go to the second page. So she finally read it. To Grandma Patty From your little Peanut EDD January 27th 2010. She instantly started crying and Ran and hugged us both. She just couldn't believe it she's just so thrilled and so everyone else.
Our Grandparents are really excited to be Great Grandparents and so are our siblings. They can't wait to be Aunts and uncles.
So here's the start to our long road to meet out precious Peanut So here's the the next 8 months!!
Thursday, March 26, 2009
A Year Ago...
It's just crazy I never thought I would be sitting here a year later in a new house, still loving my husband more then anything then life it's self. We've gone through so much together this past year. Family struggles and battles, losing my job, moving out to Hartland, becoming an Property Manager, successfully throwing my In Laws a surprise party. We've accomplished so much together. Even though we have our arguments I still love K more then anything I just never thought I would be married and on a path to having our first child.
It's so crazy to think this time last year I was fine tuning all our last minute wedding plans and making sure everything was perfect. Now this year I'm ordering our Anniversary Cake and planning our weekend away for our 1 year Anniversary.
K is so amazing and shows me he loves me all the time. He deals with my moods with all the meds I'm taking and helps me get through the rough times. He makes time for me even though he's gone a lot, and is tired from traveling. He's so good to me and works so hard to do things for me and make our life great together. He means the world to me and I don't know where I would be without him.
I can't wait to start another year together and start new beginnings and new journeys and travels together. Hopefully we will start our family this year. K will do even better in his job that he loves, I'll love the new family I'm starting for in September and everything else will go great.
Just a reflection but I just can't believe it.
It's so crazy to think this time last year I was fine tuning all our last minute wedding plans and making sure everything was perfect. Now this year I'm ordering our Anniversary Cake and planning our weekend away for our 1 year Anniversary.
K is so amazing and shows me he loves me all the time. He deals with my moods with all the meds I'm taking and helps me get through the rough times. He makes time for me even though he's gone a lot, and is tired from traveling. He's so good to me and works so hard to do things for me and make our life great together. He means the world to me and I don't know where I would be without him.
I can't wait to start another year together and start new beginnings and new journeys and travels together. Hopefully we will start our family this year. K will do even better in his job that he loves, I'll love the new family I'm starting for in September and everything else will go great.
Just a reflection but I just can't believe it.
Saturday, February 14, 2009
What a Week
It's been a rough week with K gone I've never been this lonely when he was gone. For some reason this week I felt like a single and that I wasn't whole. He's going to be gone a lot again I think I got so use to him just being home all the time it was like starting all over again. But now he's home and all he wanted to do was sleep because he believe slept all was and of course I was pissed about it and he didn't seem to care. When he did get up he was pissed that I woke him up which in turn, turned in to a fight about why he doesn't want to spend time with me. So he stormed out of the house. I just went and laid in bed pissed off at him. He came in 10 mins later and hugged me which I told him doesn't make it ok. He said sorry and he should realize that I miss him when he's gone and the least he could have done was just lay in bed and watch movies with me. So we went to dinner and got Ice cream and then came home and watched movies. He apologized all night for being a ass. I like when he realizes what he's doing and feels bad because then he won't do it again.
Today I get to give him his V-Day gift which we usually don't do but he's been talking about how much his back hurts so I figured I would get him a Massage. He's going to be so excited!
Who knows what we're doing today nothing is set in stone yet but we'll see. I have tons of showings this morning with the Apartments and I'm really hoping to get them rented because then I'll get my Bonus for March.
Today I get to give him his V-Day gift which we usually don't do but he's been talking about how much his back hurts so I figured I would get him a Massage. He's going to be so excited!
Who knows what we're doing today nothing is set in stone yet but we'll see. I have tons of showings this morning with the Apartments and I'm really hoping to get them rented because then I'll get my Bonus for March.
Monday, February 9, 2009
Anniversary Party
So we had K's parents Anni party this weekend. It went very smoothly and I was so pleased with the turn out. Everyone kept telling me how sweet it was for me to do it and how great of a time they had. It made me feel really happy to have done it for them. They had such a great time and K's parents were so happy FIL was just in shock for about an hour haha. He just didn't know what to thing. I wasn't even sure if we were going to him there he was pitching a fit because we went going to have enough time to stop for a drink at the legion before dinner. I'm surprised he actually went HAHA. Over all it went smoothly and the food was great. It was fun to see everyone we hadn't seen since the wedding. Sunday K ended up getting the flu really back he couldn't even keep a cracker down. So when I just wanted to sit and relax and have some me time that couldn't happen because I was running around getting him something every half hour. But now he's gone for the week and I have a house to clean and laundry and bedding to wash. Hopefully next weekend will be quite HAHA probably not!
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
Life
I still don't have any leads on a job and I'm starting to get very faustrated. I feel like I've failed and I'm not going to bounce back. I know it' snot my fault but I feel that way. I feel like K is going to be let down if something doesn't happen. He's being so great about this all right now and not making a big deal about me not having something in line. He says everything will be ok but will it really? Who knows....
I'm pist because M didn't offer me at least two weeks paid even though she'll be getting unemployment and I can't. I'm so discouraged and I don't know what to do. I can't find a full time job because of that Apartment job I need something that I can still answer my work phone all day and that can't happen if I work in a day care or an office.
I'm to the point of asking my parents for a job and driving every day to Madison which is an hour away just so I can't have job security. I hate to use them as a fall back but I know they would trust that I'm reliable and I would be able to answer the phone for the apartments still. There are so many thoughts running through my head and I don't know what to do with them. When I try to talk about them they just don't come out correctly. K just tells me to keep on trucking along and we will all be ok.
But will we really?
I'm pist because M didn't offer me at least two weeks paid even though she'll be getting unemployment and I can't. I'm so discouraged and I don't know what to do. I can't find a full time job because of that Apartment job I need something that I can still answer my work phone all day and that can't happen if I work in a day care or an office.
I'm to the point of asking my parents for a job and driving every day to Madison which is an hour away just so I can't have job security. I hate to use them as a fall back but I know they would trust that I'm reliable and I would be able to answer the phone for the apartments still. There are so many thoughts running through my head and I don't know what to do with them. When I try to talk about them they just don't come out correctly. K just tells me to keep on trucking along and we will all be ok.
But will we really?
Friday, January 30, 2009
Wh at a week
Well my week started out horrible. I lost my job on Tuesday night because McKenna lost her job. I'm working really hard to find something that I can still keep Griffin with me. It's kinda of starting to work it's self out with some help of Adam and Becka they have recommended some great families that might be interested in some help so I'm meet with two of them this weekend so we'll see what happens. K has been so great and just doesn't want me to rush myself or find something I don't like just because we need the money. I love him so much for that. Even though I worry and freak out I know I still have him to support me.
I'm going to miss the girls so much I've been with them for so long I don't know what I'm going to do with out them. They are almost like my own I just can't believe after Monday I won't be with them every day. I miss them after one day and now it's going to be more then that.
McKenna felt horrible about it but it's not her fault that she got laid off. I home that some day I will get to go back to them but I know I need to do what's best for me not everyone around me.
Then to top it off I got the flu on Wednesday night I puked like 6 time in the night it was so horrible. I hate being sick. I'm totally not a puker I was misearable and I still have a touch of it. But hopefully it will go away after today.
This weekend we plan on working on Kevin's parents party all weekend we're almost there and I can't wait to see their faces. It's going to be so great and so much fun to be with everyone.
I hope next week brings me some good job offers and not being sick HAHA.
I'm going to miss the girls so much I've been with them for so long I don't know what I'm going to do with out them. They are almost like my own I just can't believe after Monday I won't be with them every day. I miss them after one day and now it's going to be more then that.
McKenna felt horrible about it but it's not her fault that she got laid off. I home that some day I will get to go back to them but I know I need to do what's best for me not everyone around me.
Then to top it off I got the flu on Wednesday night I puked like 6 time in the night it was so horrible. I hate being sick. I'm totally not a puker I was misearable and I still have a touch of it. But hopefully it will go away after today.
This weekend we plan on working on Kevin's parents party all weekend we're almost there and I can't wait to see their faces. It's going to be so great and so much fun to be with everyone.
I hope next week brings me some good job offers and not being sick HAHA.
Monday, January 26, 2009
OH the Weekend
We didn't really do much of anything. Friday night was great we went to K's friends to pay Texas Hold'em I've never play so I was just irritated that I had to go with but I did because Sarah Ricky's wife was going to play. The first few rounds were rough but then I caught on really quick. It was interesting to learn everyones faces. I started to win and I was getting really excited. Needless to say I kicked ass and won $40 dollars they play 5 dollars to play. So it was a blast and we're hosting next weekend WOOHOO! Down side since I was winning and it was taking forever we didn't get home until 5A.M. yes in the morning so...
Saturday was pretty much shot for anything. We drove around and ran some errands. K worked on the condo with Ricky and Sarah and I hung out. It was nice just to sit and relax.
Sunday we just laid around doing nothing K wasn't feeling the greatest but in the afternoon we drove around and looked at some cars we're thinking about getting. There's one in particular that I want but I'm not going to let it out until it happens HAHA. Then we did some shopping for K's parent's Anni party which is getting closer by the minute and I barely have anything done.
Now to the party I know I might be a b*tch but I'm so mad that K's brother isn't chipping in a dime and he should be able to come and drink all the beer we buy which is what's going to happen. PLus the dumb b*tch will be there (K's brothers GF) who I hate with a passion. I have good reason for this and I wish she wasn't going to be there because know one likes her and I'm serious. But me being the bigger person which is what K says he loves me for I'm letting her be there. But I will not say a damn word to her. She hasn't even offered to help yet which not like I would let her but whatever. Anyways vent over hopefully I'll get back on track with eating good after this weekend was so horrible.
Saturday was pretty much shot for anything. We drove around and ran some errands. K worked on the condo with Ricky and Sarah and I hung out. It was nice just to sit and relax.
Sunday we just laid around doing nothing K wasn't feeling the greatest but in the afternoon we drove around and looked at some cars we're thinking about getting. There's one in particular that I want but I'm not going to let it out until it happens HAHA. Then we did some shopping for K's parent's Anni party which is getting closer by the minute and I barely have anything done.
Now to the party I know I might be a b*tch but I'm so mad that K's brother isn't chipping in a dime and he should be able to come and drink all the beer we buy which is what's going to happen. PLus the dumb b*tch will be there (K's brothers GF) who I hate with a passion. I have good reason for this and I wish she wasn't going to be there because know one likes her and I'm serious. But me being the bigger person which is what K says he loves me for I'm letting her be there. But I will not say a damn word to her. She hasn't even offered to help yet which not like I would let her but whatever. Anyways vent over hopefully I'll get back on track with eating good after this weekend was so horrible.
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
101 things in 1001 days
I finally finished it, I'm so proud of myself for doing it and I can't wait to start it. I will be stating on Feb 1st 2009 and I will be done Oct 29th 2011. Kevin thinks I'm crazy and doens't see how I could come up with that many things. But once I got started it wasn't that hard to keep going. I did my research and look for some new things to try and I can't wait. I'm looking forawrd to trying and accomplishing so many of the things on my list.
I also weighted in today and I was down .8 which is better then nothing. I'm just happy I've stuck with it for 20 weeks I just can't believe it. I look forward to that day that I can go out and buy some new clothes.
Well it's off to bed for myself I'm exhausted it's been a really long day.
I also weighted in today and I was down .8 which is better then nothing. I'm just happy I've stuck with it for 20 weeks I just can't believe it. I look forward to that day that I can go out and buy some new clothes.
Well it's off to bed for myself I'm exhausted it's been a really long day.
Thursday, January 15, 2009
WOrking Hard
It's just been one of those weeks where everything is kicking my ass. I have so much going on with Work and the apartments. It's just been really crazy. We finally rented out our condo which I'm totally excited about I was super happy about it. I can't wait for the weekend though my parents are coming up for the night on Saturday to hang out for my moms birthday I'm excited there coming because they don't come very often so I'm happy they are this weekend. We going to go out to dinner and maybe go bowling if we have the time. I weighted in on Wed morning and was happy that I lost two pounds So now I'm back on track and I'm paying attention to what I'm eating and when I'm working out. Kevin has been really busy at work which is a good thing and they are finally starting to pick up so he's going to start being out town a lot more which I like it when it's quiet HAHA shh don' tell him that. Other wise we're going to start planning our mini vacation for our 1 year anni which I'm not sure where we want to go yet but we'll figure it out. Have a good weekend
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
Weight Gain
I totally gained weight I weighted myself at the gym tonight I'm up two pounds but I knew it was going to happen. I've been so free wih what I've been eating lately. I need to get my butt to the gym at least 4 times a week for 45mins and eat healthier. I know that if I follow my guidelines I'm much healthier anyways. I'm trying to stay positive and work hard because I really do want it. I went this far I can continue right? Well I should be able too. I really want to be down to 180lb by this time next year i'm going to work really hard to get there. I start with little goals like 15lbs and then I bump it up to 20 when I reach the first goal just so I'm not over extending myself it's easy that way. PLus once it's warmer outside we'll start taking Ben for more walks outside together and that at least adds to the work out for the week which isn't a bad things. Well so hear goes my week of eating good and staying on track!
Monday, January 5, 2009
Weight Loss
I'm really nervou about my weight in this week I haven't weighted in, in like 2 weeks because of the holidays and being busy. I'm sure I'm going to end up gaining some weight but I really hope not and if I do I hope it's only a little. I really need to get back in to working out, I'm trying really hard but Kevin always makes excuses not to go so then I don't either which is horrible and I know it. Tomorrow I'm determined to go so I'm going to go to bed at 9 tonight and then go at 6:15 to the gym. I feel like crap and I really want to lose the weight.
Last night Kevin told me how much he's gained since the wedding and I almost had a heartattack. I told him he need to get to the gym and he needs to eat better. He's been complaining about all his body parts hurting and I know it may seem mean but I told him it's because he's gained so much and I told him he needs to start eating better other wise he's going to die from being over weight ( You know what I mean because of the strain on all of his joints and his heart)
We committed to no Fast Food and no more soda not even Diet because of all the soduim in it. I haven't had Fast food since the end of August but Kevin has so he's going to commit to it now because he knows if I can do i so can he.
So heres my journey I'm starting over again I have about 50lbs to lose and I want it gone by June I know it seems un real and maybe it is but it's going to me worker and even if Iget close I will do it.
Last night Kevin told me how much he's gained since the wedding and I almost had a heartattack. I told him he need to get to the gym and he needs to eat better. He's been complaining about all his body parts hurting and I know it may seem mean but I told him it's because he's gained so much and I told him he needs to start eating better other wise he's going to die from being over weight ( You know what I mean because of the strain on all of his joints and his heart)
We committed to no Fast Food and no more soda not even Diet because of all the soduim in it. I haven't had Fast food since the end of August but Kevin has so he's going to commit to it now because he knows if I can do i so can he.
So heres my journey I'm starting over again I have about 50lbs to lose and I want it gone by June I know it seems un real and maybe it is but it's going to me worker and even if Iget close I will do it.
Thursday, January 1, 2009
2009
Well 2009 is upon us and it's going to hopefully bring many good things to our lives. We are going to start a new budget and downsize some of the junk we have(thank god). We want to take a vacation together. Also we're going to TTC in June which is really exciting for us. Hopefully everything will go our way and we will have a happy and healthy year with many good things.
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